All days may be the same,
Waking up, wash your face perhaps an option,
Have shower, get dressed up and perhaps not.
Too lazy to go,
And stay in bed all day.

Whatever,..
Nevertheless…

Everyday the sun will shine,
It may be cloudy,
Emotions excessive or low,
Good or Bad, 
Life goes on, just follow the steps
Destination?
Everyone is aware of

One day,
We’re finished.

One life
Passing through…
Waiting.
 

अतिथिका रूपमा नयाँ संसारमा पाइला राखेँ, 
तर यहाँ मेराे केही अस्तित्व छैन, 
मेरो अस्तित्व नै मेरो कल्पनामा छ, 
किनकि म अहिले वास्तविकतामा छैन ।

याे संसारमा आफ्ना सबै इच्छा पुरा भएकाे देखेँ,

तर नयाँ कुरा केही देख्न पाइनँ,  
याे संसार र वास्तविकताको संसारमा कुन राम्रो ?   
याे एक प्रश्न मेरो मनमा आइरह्यो ।  
 

वास्तविकताको संसारमा नयाँ कुरा सिकेँ, 
तर त्यो संसारमा केही नयाँ कुरा पाइनँ, 
यी दुई संसारमा कुन राम्रो ? 
यही प्रश्न गर्दा गर्दै म आफ्नो सपनाबाट उठेँ ।

पुनर्जन्ममा आएर मलाई सपना देखायाै किन ?
पुरा नहुने कसम खाएर हरायाै किन ?

मिहिनेतको फल पाउँदैन कसैले
दु:ख नपाई दुःख बुझ्दैन कसैले ।

आफ्नो इच्छाले गयाै तिमी युद्धमा
हाम्रो माया बिर्सिएर गयाै तिमी स्वर्गमा ।

यो गर्छु, त्यो गर्छु भन्दै मेरो मुटुलाई चोर्याै,
तर अन्तिममा सपना देखाएर गयाै तिमी यो संसार छोडेर ।

एक्लै छु म तिम्रै यादको यात्रामा  
हिँड्न सकिनँ म तिमीले छाडेर गएको बाटामा ।
 

यो विज्ञान र प्रविधिको युग हो । विज्ञानले मानिसको अस्तित्वमा क्रान्ति ल्याएको छ । मानव जातिले ढुङ्गे युगदेखि आधुनिक युगसम्म विभिन्न क्षेत्रमा गरेको धेरैजसो प्रगति विज्ञानको क्षेत्रमा भएको प्रगतिले मात्र सम्भव भएको हो ।

विज्ञान आजको संसारका लागि सबैभन्दा ठुलो वरदान हो तर विज्ञान मिश्रित वरदान भएको छ । यो निश्चित क्षेत्रहरूमा वरदान भएको छ तर यो केही क्षेत्रमा अभिशाप पनि प्रमाणित भएको छ । यसले हामीलाई परमाणु र हाइड्रोजन बम र मिसाइलजस्ता धेरै खतरनाक र विनाशकारी हतियारहरू दिएको छ ।

विज्ञानले हामी सबैलाई र हाम्रो जीवनलाई हरेक पाइलामा छुन्छ । ठुलो वरदानका रूपमा धेरै अद्भूत आविष्कारका कारण विज्ञानले पृथ्वीको मुहार नै परिवर्तन गरेको छ । विज्ञानले मानिसलाई अप्रत्याशित रूपमा आफ्नो अद्भूत प्रगति र विकासबाट लाभान्वित गरेको छ र अझै विकास, अनुसन्धान र आविष्कारहरू द्रूत गतिमा भइरहेका छन् । विज्ञान र प्रविधिको सहयोगमा अन्तरग्रहीय यात्रा एक दिन वास्तविकता बन्न सक्छ । मानव जातिले यातायातका साधनहरूको विकासका लागि हालको संसारका केही उत्कृष्ट सुविधाहरूको आनन्द लिन्छ । जमिनमा रेल, समुद्रमा जहाज र हावामा हवाइजहाजले हामीलाई एक ठाउँबाट अर्को ठाउँमा छोटो समयमै यात्रा गर्न सक्षम बनाउँछन् । विज्ञानका कारण अहिले लामाेभन्दा लामाे यात्राका लागि केही घण्टा मात्रै लाग्छ । यात्रा छिटो र सहज भएको छ ।

घर, कार्यालय, कलकारखानाका लागि बिजुलीको आविष्कार भइसकेको छ । यो ऊर्जाको स्रोत हो । बिजुलीका पङ्खा, बिजुली बत्ती, बिजुलीको हिटर र अन्य बिजुलीका उपकरणहरूले हाम्रो जीवनलाई सजिलो बनाएका छन् । बिजुलीले धेरै मानव मजदुरहरूलाई विभिन्न तरिकामा प्रतिस्थापन गरेको छ ।

विज्ञानले कृषिमा पनि फाइदा पुर्याएको छ । अहिले खाद्यान्न उत्पादनको स्तर र गुणस्तरमा सुधार आएको छ, जुन विज्ञान र प्रविधिको सहयोगले मात्र सम्भव छ । उन्नत औजार र मेसिनरी, सुधारिएको सिँचाइ विधि विज्ञानकै देन हुन् । सूचना प्रविधि र कम्प्युटरले हाम्रो जीवनशैली परिवर्तन गरेको छ ।

विज्ञानको दुरुपयोगले हाम्रो जीवनमा धेरै अनावश्यक घटनाहरू निम्त्याएको छ । मानव मूल्यमान्यता पृष्ठभूमिमा धकेलिएका छन् र मानिस झन् स्वार्थी, क्रूर, कामुक, हिंसक र विनाशकारी बन्दै गएको छ ।
 

Well, we all watch anime these days and  we have watched a lot of them especially since the lockdown period. Anime is very interesting  once you start to understand the story or plot.  One of my favorite anime is “One Piece”. Despite being awfully long, One Piece is an amazing  anime with a lot of characters who have their  own role in various parts. 
It is arguably one of the best anime out  there and one must try it if they are really anime fans. The main character of the show is  Monkey D. Luffy. Luffy has the dream of  becoming the king of the pirates by attaining  the greatest treasure, one piece, which only  one crew could attain so far. As the name  suggests he is very stupid character who is the  captain of the straw hats pirates. He has 10 members in his crew. Though having  comparatively less crew members, all of them  are very strong, in fact, they have their own  roles like being a doctor or a navigator. The  right-hand man of Luffy (also known as the  pirate hunter) is Roronoa Zoro who was a  pirate hunter who hunted bounties in pirate’s  head, until he met Luffy. Though being stupid,  Luffy has a kind heart and a strong sense of  love towards his comrades. The writer of this  anime, Eiichiro Oda, is trying to convey to us that  pirates are not exactly how we think they are miraculous scary looking dudes with beards.  However, some pirates are cruel and the marine tries  to hunt down those pirates but the good ones are  not spared either. 
Escaping from the marines is futile so the good pirates also get caught up in fights among the  marines. Unironically, Luffy is being hunted down  by the Marines as he has a bounty of 1.5 Billion Berries which is too much looking at his  age, just 17. The king of the pirates Gol D. roger  has a bounty of 5.54 billion which is  overwhelming. 
Oda is the master of mysteries. He has not  revealed even 40% of the total story and the fact  that we are not even aware of who the mother of  Luffy is makes it even more amazing to watch. One  piece is said to be continued until 2025.There are some other characters who are  said to be the rivals of Luffy and are, if not as  strong- but nearly in the level of Luffy. Apart from  that, the one-piece manga is also quite popular  among manga’s these days. It has up to chapter 1033 and is still ongoing.  
So, if you really into the Anime World, you should check out “One-piece” for  sure but I would not suggest you this anime if you are impatient as this anime takes at least 4 months  to complete. 
 

दुख लाग्छ सोच्दा सोच्दै जिन्दगीमा आउन खोज्छौ । 
मैले कुरा नमान्दा नि चोखो माया लाउन खोज्छौ ।।  

यस्तै क्रम चलिराख्दा तिमीले धोका पाउने हौ कि
चोखो माया गर्छु भनी जिन्दगीमा धाउन खोज्छौ ।

माया लाग्छ तिम्रो तर माया दिन सक्दिनँ म
मैले नाइँ, होस्, भन्दा पनि तिमी दुख पाउन खोज्छौ ।

थाहा छ त तिमीलाई मैले माया दिन्नँ भन्ने
तर किन जिन्दगीमा ऋतु बनी छाउन खोज्छौ ?
 

Dream is a minecraft content creator. He is extremely popular and controversial. He has over 30 million followers on his platform. He got the most of his subscribers during 2020. Dream became popular off of youtube for his Minecraft and a style of content he popularised. It is basically a modified version of the games he used to create himself along with his friend GeorgeNotFound. GeorgeNotFound is also a popular Minecraft content creator. He also created Minecraft Manhunt challenges. It is where you are followed by a group of friends in a game on a server and you have to complete the game before they kill you. It might seem easy but it is not. The hunter and the hunted should know how the game works properly. The terrain of the game also doesn't make it easy as it is the most unpredictable part of the game. He made this concept himself and executed it properly. This style of his making new and improved content and the way he executed them made him the most influential minecraft creator. He is also very controversial as he has been found cheating in the game. This comes from the time when he was speedrunning. He had a mode that influenced the game mechanism to be in his favor. He was basically found to be lucky in the game. He was accused in late 2020. He also denied until now but has accepted and apologized for cheating. All  of his record has been removed and he will not be allowed to hold any record again. Before his controversy he started Dream SMP. SMPs are survival multiplayer servers. They are servers which allow multiple people to join and play together. This SMP is a unique one as it has an active storyline. Many people have gotten popular off this server. Many of them have become some of the most popular creators on the platform. The story lines or lores are written by the players and are acted by themselves. Dream is currently a wanted guy in the SMP in the lore. 

म छायाहरू देख्छु । तिनीहरूले मेरो हरेक पाइला पछ्याउँछन् । म सधैँ तिनीहरू कुनाबाट लुक्दै मलाई खान आउँदै गरेको देख्छु । म तिनीहरूको आँखामा लोभ देख्छु र तिनीहरूको मनमा भोक देख्छु ।

म केवल भाग्न चाहन्छु तर म गर्न सक्दिनँ र मलाई यसको कारण थाहा छैन । मसँग धेरै समय छैन तर म अन्तिम पटक उज्यालो हेर्न चाहन्छु । तिनीहरूले मलाई पक्रेर बन्दी बनाएर लगेका छन् ।

अब म आफ्नो शरीरको अनुभूति गर्न सक्दिनँ । म मर्ने छु भनेर मलाई थाह छ तर म खुसी छु ।  म खुसी छु किनभने बल्ल शान्ति पाउने छु भनेर मलाई थाहा छ ।

छायाहरू मेरा साथीहरू थिए । मलाई झुटले भरिएको याे डरलाग्दो संसारबाट मुक्त गर्न मेरा साथीहरूले मलाई खाइरहेजस्तो देखिन्छ । धन्यवाद, मेरा साथीहरू !

Addiction is defined as the state or condition of being an addict to a particular substance or activity. It is also regarded as a chronic disorder of dysfunction of the brain and most medical professionals regard it as a disease or mental illness. Drug addiction is a type of chemical addiction where a person feels a strong need for drugs. When drugs enter inside the body, they interfere with normal functioning of a brain and also changes the behavioral pattern of a person and eventually leads to addiction.
Drugs affect the reward system of the brain which completely makes a person addicted. So, what is a Reward System? Reward System is a group of structures that are activated whenever we experience something rewarding like when we use addictive drugs, smart phones. When we begin using drugs like heroin, cocaine and alcohol products frequently, we just lose the control of using them and it is due to the reward system of our brain. The use of drugs hijacks our reward system. The use of drugs like heroin, cocaine, alcohol excites our reward system to release more dopamine than usual. Dopamine is a neurotransmitter which acts as a chemical messenger between neurons which is released by neurons in the brain rewards system. Dopamine can turn the natural need of a person to addiction. Dopamine can completely change the behavioral pattern of a person. The release of dopamine makes a person feel good and pleasurable and a person starts craving for the drugs and becomes completely addicted to drugs. But the different drugs release different levels of dopamine. 
However, Dopamine not only leads to addiction but it can be used as a motivational tool to achieve our goals to be successful. Dopamine also provides us with the sense of satisfaction that comes with achieving our goal. Research also notes that individuals with high levels of dopamine work harder to achieve a bigger goal.

सधैँझैँ आफ्नो काम सकेर हरि घरतर्फ हिँड्दै छन् । रात पर्दै गर्दा उनीजस्तै तर उनीभन्दा धेरै भिन्न मानिसहरू पनि आफ्नो घर फर्किरहेका छन । बाटोमा सधैँझैँ जाम नभएकाले हरिलाई अनौठो लाग्छ । आज कामबाट छिटै बिदा पाएको र घर जान त्यति रुचि नभएकाले हरि एउटा सानो चिया पसल छिर्छन् । भित्र एउटा प्लास्टिकको कुर्सीमा बसी चुरोट सल्काउँदै हरि आकाशतर्फ टोलाउन थाल्छन् । अचानक उनलाई आफ्नो जीवनको निरर्थकता अनुभव हुन्छ ।

यस्तो अनौठो अनुभवले हरिलाई केही समयका लागि चकित पारिदिन्छ । उनले आफूलाई प्रश्न गर्छन्, “के मेरो जीवनको केही अर्थ छ ?” एउटा व्यक्तिलाई निरर्थकताको अनुभव, जीवनको अर्थ र प्रकृतिको वास्तविकताको बिचमा रहेको विरोधाभासको कारणले हुन्छ । जीवनमा दुःख र पीडाको अर्थ खोज्दा नै एउटा व्यक्तिले आफ्नो अस्तित्वमाथि प्रश्न उठाउँछ । दुःख र पीडा हाम्रो अस्तित्वका उपज हुन् । यस्ता विषयहरूले दार्शनिकहरूलाई हजारौँ वर्षदेखि सताउँदै आइरहेका छन् । आफ्नो प्रश्नको भारीपनले गर्दा हरि भुईंतिर ट्वाल्ल परेर हेरिरहन्छन् । एकछिनपछि उनलाई आफ्नो स्थितिको विरक्तता महसुस हुन्छ । हरिले आफूलाई भन्छन्, “मेरो जीवनको केही अन्तर्निहित अर्थ नै छैन । सबै अर्थ मैले अथवा अरू मानिसले दिने काम गरेका छन् । यो विशाल ब्रह्माण्डमा त म एउटा कमिला जत्रो पनि छुजस्तो लाग्दैन, न त अरू कोही मानव नै छन् ।” हरि आफ्ना आँखा चिम्लन्छन् र सानो उमेरदेखि अहिलेसम्मका सबै सम्झनाहरू उनको आँखाअगाडि झल्किन्छन् । रात परेको थाहा पाउँदै हरि कुर्सीबाट उठ्छन् र घर पुग्ने निधोमा हिँड्न थाल्छन् । घर पुगेपछि सधैँ जस्तै आफ्नी श्रीमती र दुई छोरीहरूसँग खाना खाएर हरि सुत्न तयार हुन्छन् । भुईंमा तन्ना ओछ्याई प्वाल परेको ओढ्ने मिलाउँदै हरि निदाउन खोज्छन् तर त्यो प्रश्नको भारीपन उनको निद्रालाई पनि थिच्न सफल रहन्छ ।

जीवनको निरर्थकतालाई सामना गर्नुबाहेक अरू कुनै पनि विकल्प हुँदैन । पहिलो विकल्प जीवनको अन्त्य अथवा आत्महत्या रहेको छ तर आत्महत्याले निरर्थकतापूर्ण जीवनलाई झनै निरर्थक बनाउँछ र मानव जीवनलाई अपमान गर्छ । दोस्रो विकल्प दार्शनिक आत्महत्या रहेको छ । यसको अर्थ हाम्रो जीवनलाई कुनै उच्च शक्तिले अर्थ दिन्छ भनेर विश्वास गरी जीवन बाँच्नु हो । तेस्रो विकल्प भनेको जीवनको निरर्थकतालाई अँगालो मारी आफूलाई स्वतन्त्र घोषणा गर्नु हो । जीवनको अर्थको प्रश्न सामान्य रूपमा अस्तित्वको महत्त्वसँग सम्बन्धित हुन्छ । विभिन्न सांस्कृतिक र वैचारिक पृष्ठभूमिबाट यी प्रश्नहरूको धेरै र भिन्न उत्तर दिन सकिन्छ । जीवनको अर्थको खोजीले विभिन्न कालखण्डमा धेरै दार्शनिक, वैज्ञानिक र  धर्मशास्त्रीहरूबाट उत्तरहरू उत्पादन गरेको छ । विभिन्न व्यक्तिहरू र संस्कृतिहरूले यस प्रश्नको जवाफको लागि विभिन्न आधार लिएका छन् ।
 

Last year was a very hectic year for all of us due to the Covid-19 situation. Like the rest of the world, we spent half of the year inside our home and started high-school life virtually. We barely got to spend any time at the school and for the better part of the year, exams and other important activities were conducted virtually. Our classes were held physically for only about 3 or 4 months and as the COVID scenario changed, classes had to run virtually again. Due to this our school was not able to conduct many of the events that used to be hosted yearly.
Finally, everything was coming back to normal. So, we started our classes physically almost a month ago. Within a month we had various activities like fest, hiking and educational trip. But among these DSS fest was the best one. It was our first fest so it was even more exciting. The week before the fest was also really fun. We decided to dance on that day so we practiced and stayed after school. Along with the dance practice we did several other fun things which made our bonds even more stronger. In the middle of our practice we had almost lost hope and planned to cancel our performance but after the motivation from our teachers we did it. Finally after a week of dance practice we successfully performed our dance and enjoyed every bit of it. We danced wearing gurung dresses which were the highlight of our dance. There were MoMo and Pani Puri stalls and the best part was, the food was free. There were several games as well. Thinking I had great luck, I participated in Bingo. It was going really well in the beginning and I was confident enough that I would win at least one game. Me and my friends were already deciding to divide the cash prize among us but unfortunately none of us won. Nirmal sir won Rs.5000 so we were kind of jealous but happy as well. This was our last fest so we were sad. We clicked a lot of pictures. There were many other performances other than our dance. Overall, it was a really fun day. As, we nearly have 3-4 months to finish grade 12. So, these memories will forever be cherished.  
This day will always be remembered as we took the full advantage of this fest and enjoyed as much as we could. Along with the enjoyment, the relationship between me and my friends grew to be even more stronger. We realized each other's true potential. At the fest many students exempted their extraordinary talents making the parents and the teachers go "WOW ''! Overall, it was a great experience and this day will forever hold a special place in our hearts. 
 

बिदाको नाम सुन्नेबित्तिकै हामी विद्यार्थीहरूको अनुहारमा छुट्टै किसिमको खुसी देख्न पाइन्छ । बिदा आउनेबित्तिकै हाम्रो दिमागमा खेल्ने, घुम्ने र रमाइलो गर्ने मात्र सोच आउँछ । बिदा सुरु हुनेबित्तिकै पढाइबाट टाढा जान पाइन्छ भनेर सोच्छौँ तर याे हामी विद्यार्थीको मानसिक स्वास्थ्यका लागि महत्त्वपूर्ण छ । दिनदिनै त हामी विद्यालय गएर पढ्छौँ, कक्षाकार्य र गृहकार्य गर्छौं र सधैँ त्यही दिनचर्यामा लागिरहन्छौँ । यसले गर्दा हामी शारीरिक र मानसिक दुवै रूपमा थकित हुन्छाैँ । यसले गर्दा हामी पढाइमा राम्ररी ध्यान दिन पनि सक्दैनौँ त्यसैले बिदा भनेको चाहिन्छ । 

हाम्रो पनि कलेजले दुई हप्ताका लागि जाडो बिदा दिएको थियो । कोरोनाले गर्दा हाम्रो विद्यालय भाैतिक रूपमा खुलेको धेरै महिना भएको थिएन त्यसैले सबै साथीहरूसँग बसेर पढ्दा रमाइलो नै भइरहेको थियो तर बिदा पाउने भएकाले पनि म खुसी नै थिएँ । हाम्रो कलेजले नेपाल कला परिषद्, बबरमहलमा माघ १४ गतेदेखि चित्रकला प्रदर्शनी हुने घोषणा गरेको थियो । मैले चित्रकला प्रदर्शनीमा सहभागिता जनाएकी थिएँ र छनोट पनि भएँ । त्यसैले मेरो बिदाको १ हप्ता त मैले मेरो चित्रकला बनाएर नै बिताएँ । चित्रकला प्रदर्शनीका लागि छनोट भएका विद्यार्थीहरू बिदाको पहिलो हप्ता कलेज आउनु परेकाे थियाे त्यसैले मेरो पहिलो हप्ता त चित्र बनाएर नै सकियाे । चित्र बनाउनुबाहेक मैले अरू थुप्रै कुराहरू पनि गरेँ । केही गृहकर्यहरू पनि पाएकी थिएँ त्यसैले ती कामहरू गरेँ । हामी साथीहरूसँगै गएर बास्केटबल पनि खेल्यौँ । याे बिदामा मैले परिवारसँग समय बिताउन पाएँ । यो मात्र नभएर मैले आफूलाई मन पर्ने कुराहरू गरेर पनि याे बिदा बिताएँ । मैले केही राम्रा बानीहरू बसाल्ने प्रयास गरेँ । मैले पुरै किताब १ हप्तामा पढेर सकेँ, जुन मेरा लागि एकदम ठुलो कुरा हो किनभने मलाई पुरै किताब पढ्न एक महिनासम्म लाग्थ्यो । मैले बिहान सबेरै उठ्ने बानी बसाल्ने प्रयास पनि गरेँ । पहिले बिहानको ८ नबजेसम्म मेरा आँखा खुल्दैनथे तर याे बिदामा मैले ६:३० देखि ७ बजेसम्म उठ्ने प्रयास गरेँ । पहिला म उठ्नेबित्तिकै मोबाइल चलाइहाल्थेँ तर याे बिदामा मैले ५ मिनेट भए पनि ध्यान गर्न सिकेँ । म २, ३ ठाउँहरूमा घुम्न पनि गएँ । यसले गर्दा मेरो शारीरिक र मानसिक स्वास्थ्यलाई पनि आराम मिल्यो । म परिवारसँग नेपाली भूतको चलचित्र पनि हेर्न गएँ । भूतको चलचित्र भए पनि हाँसउठ्दो नै थियो । केही क्षणहरू भने एकदम डरलाग्दा थिए । समग्रमा भन्दा चलचित्र राम्रै थियो । मैले याे बिदामा रमाइलो मात्र नगरी पढ्ने पनि एउटा नीति बनाएँ । मैले पढाइएका विषयहरूको पुनरावृत्ति गरेँ । मैले घरको सरसफाइ गरेँ । राम्ररी ध्यान दिएर पढ्नका लागि हाम्रो कोठा पनि सफा हुनु एकदमै जरुरी छ । सफा वातावरणमा बस्दा हाम्रो दिमाग पनि रचनात्मक हुन्छ । यसकारणले गर्दा हामी धेरै कुराहरू गर्न उत्प्रेरित हुन्छौँ । फोहोर वातावरणमा पढ्न खोज्दा पढेका कुराहरू दिमागमा राम्ररी पस्दैनन् र अल्छी पनि लाग्छ । त्यसैले म सकेसम्म आफ्नो कोठा सफा राख्न खोज्छु । 

समग्रमा हेर्दा मेरो बिदा मेरो लागि एकदम सफल भयो । मैले मनोरञ्जन, पारिवारिक समय, शारीरिक व्यायाम, मानसिक स्वास्थ्य सबैको लागि लाभ हुने गरी मेरो समयको भरपुर सदुपयोग गरेँ । याे बिदा मेरा अरू बिदाभन्दा धेरै भिन्न थियो । याे बिदाअगाडि मैले के के कुरा गर्ने भनेर दिनचर्याकाे याेजना बनाएकी थिएँ । त्यसकारण अब आगामी बिदाहरूमा पनि म दिनचर्याकाे याेजना बनाएर बिदाको राम्रो सदुपयोग गर्ने छु । बिदामा मात्र नभई अबदेखि म नियमित रूपमा दिनचर्याकाे याेजना बनाउने छु । बिहान उठ्नेबित्तिकै दिनचर्याकाे याेजना बनाए आफूलाई दिनभरि ती कामहरू पुरा गर्न जाँगर पनि चल्दो रहेछ ।