It is no wonder that everyone has heard the song “Smells Like Teen Spirit” by Nirvana. The song featuring the iconic guitar riff is the band’s biggest hit charting on top of the Billboard Hot 100 in several countries. But, have you ever wondered what the song is actually about? For someone listening to the song for the first time, the lyrics will be difficult to understand because of the lead singer, Kurt Cobain’s slurred, indistinct and raspy voice. Radio stations even refused to play the song because no one could understand what he was singing. However, the song has aged very well, with over a billion streams on Spotify and 1.5 billion views on YouTube and is favored by many Gen X, Millennials and Gen Z despite not knowing the true meaning behind the lyrics.
While at a grocery store in Washington, members of the punk rock band, Bikini Kill, Kathleen Hanna and Tobi Vail stumbled upon a deodorant named, “Teen Spirit” and jokingly wondered what a teen spirit would have actually smelled like. The same night, after a few too many drinks, Kathleen crashed into Kurt’s apartment when she found a sharpie and wrote on the wall, “Kurt Smells Like Teen Spirit.” After Kurt’s breakup with his then girlfriend, Tobi Vail, he began channeling his frustrations into songs; songs that would be his breakthrough. At first, Kurt wanted to name the song, “Anthem” but later recalled what Kathleen had written on the wall and named it, “Smells Like Teen Spirit”. The song’s opening verse, “Load up on guns, bring your friends, It’s fun to lose and to pretend. She’s over-bored and self-assured, Oh no, I know a dirty word.” talks about his relationship with his ex-girlfriend. The lyric in the chorus, “Here we are now, entertain us” was an iconic line that Kurt would say every time when at a party. Following that, “A mulatto, an albino, a mosquito, my libido.” refers to groups of people that feel left out in society. A mulatto is a person of mixed African and European descent whereas an albino is the complete opposite. A mulatto typically has a darker tone whereas an albino is extremely pale. This may be Kurt reflecting on outcasts like one himself. One of the verses, “I’m worse at what I do best, and for this gift, I feel blessed.” refers to how the things he does best in life are done better by others, but he still feels blessed to have the great skills he possesses. The third verse, “And I forget, just why I taste, Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile.” refers to Kurt’s excessive drug use. Following that, “I found it hard, it’s hard to find, Oh well, whatever, never mind.” refers to Kurt wanting to tell us more but then he decides not to.
People generally believe that the song is about teen-revolution and the lyrics can add up to it as well. However, the drummer of the band, Dave Grohl states that the song has no meaning whatsoever; he had seen Kurt Cobain writing lyrics, trying to rhyme words minutes before singing. Nevertheless, the feeling of frustration and Kurt trying to take it all out can be seen; that is what touched the hearts of people.
References:
“Kurt Cobain: The Inspiration and Meaning Behind Nirvana's Hit 'Smells Like Teen Spirit'”, Kurt Cobain: The Inspiration and Meaning Behind Nirvana's Hit 'Smells Like Teen Spirit', no.1, Dec 15, 2020.
https://www.biography.com/news/kurt-cobain-nirvana-smells-like-teen-spirit-meaning
“Nirvana: The story behind Smells Like Teen Spirit”, Nirvana: The story behind Smells Like Teen Spirit, no.1, Sep 10, 2021.
https://americansongwriter.com/nirvana-smells-like-teen-spirit/
करिब तिस चालिस वर्षअगाडि नेपालको एउटा पूर्वी गाउँमा एउटा सानो परिवार बस्थ्यो । परिवारमा दुई भाइ, एक बहिनी र आमाबुबा बस्थे । परिवार सानो भएपनि सबैजना त्यहाँ मिलिजुली र एक अर्कालाई माया गरेर बस्थे । आमाबुबाले ती तीन छोराछोरीलाई धेरै नै दुःख गरी पालेका थिए । आमा सरिता र बुबा किशोरले भागी बिहे गरेका थिए । त्यसैले उनीहरूलाई समाजले स्वीकारेका थिएनन् । समाजले जति हेला गरे पनि उनीहरूले दुःखसुख सहेर आफ्ना बालबालिकाहरूलाई पाले । सरिता र किशोरले आफ्नो नयाँ जीवन बिताउन नयाँ गाउँमा सरेका थिए । त्यसैले उनीहरूका काेही आफन्तहरू थिएनन् । उनका छाेराहरू विवेक र सम्राट थिए भने छोरी भने निरुता थिई । छोराछोरी गाउँबाट धेरै टाढाकाे विद्यालयमा पढ्ने गर्थे । उनीहरूलाई विद्यालय पुग्न पनि साढे १ घण्टा जति लाग्थ्यो। विद्यालय टाढा भए पनि उनीहरू पढ्नमा भने धेरै सिपालु थिए र बिहान सबेरै उठेर विद्यालय जाने गर्थे । सरिता र किशोर गाउँमै सानो जग्गा लिई खेती किसानी गर्थे ।
त्यो गाउँमा एक बुढीआमा एक्लै बस्नुहुन्थ्याे । ती बुढीआमासँग घरबार, धनसम्पत्ति भरिपूर्ण थियाे । उनीहरूलाई आफ्नो घरमा बस भनी घर नै दिएकी थिइन् । ती बुढी आमाको दया र करुणाभाव देखेर ती जोडीको मन पग्लेको थियो । उनीहरू त्यो घरमा बसे र जग्गा किनी खेती किसानी गर्न थाले । रोपेको तरकारी किशोरले विभिन्न गाउँ सहरमा गई बेच्ने गर्थ्यो । त्यसैले ऊ टाढा टाढासम्म पनि बेच्न जान्थ्याे । कहिले कहिले त उसलाई घर फर्कन नै एक हप्ता नै लाग्थ्याे । किशोर व्यापार गर्न जाँदा घरमा सरिता र तीन छोराछोरी मात्र बस्थे । त्यतिबेला पनि उनीहरूले दुःख गरी आफ्नो छोराछोरीलाई कक्षा दस पास गराए । कक्षा दस पास गरिसकेपछि उनीहरूलाई सहर पढ्न पठाए । ठुलो छोरा विवेकले कक्षा दस पास गरेपछि पोखरा पढ्न पठाए । विवेकले त्यहाँ धेरै राम्ररी पढ्यो । त्यसपछि सम्राटलाई बुटवल पढ्न पठाए । सम्राटले पनि राम्ररी पढ्यो । त्यसपछि निरुतालाई पनि पोखरा पढ्न पठाए । निरुता, सम्राट र विवेक सबैले धेरै राम्ररी पढे । सरिता र किशोर दुवै खुसी थिए र ढुक्क पनि भए । विवेकले काम गर्न थाल्यो र परिवार पाल्ने जिम्मा लियो । बिस्तारै निरुता र विवेकले पनि काम गरी पैसा कमाउन थाले । छोराछोरीले काम गर्दा पनि किशोर र सरिताले काम गर्न छोडेनन् । पछि तीनै जनाको धुमधामसँग बिहे गरिदिए । छोरी निरुता भने आफ्नो पतिसँग अमेरिका गई । विवेकले काठमाडौँमा ठुलो कम्पनी खोली व्यापार गर्न थाल्याे । सम्राटले बैङ्कमा राम्राे जागिर पायो। सबैले आफ्ना आफ्ना घर बनाई बस्न थाले । सबैजना राम्रो काम गरी आफ्नाे जीवन बिताइरहेका छन् । तर, केही समयपछि सरिता र किशोरलाई बिर्सिन लागेकाे जस्ताे व्यवहार गरे । सरिता र किशोरले पनि छाेराछाेरीहरू काममा व्यस्त हुन्छन् भनेर त्यति ध्यान दिदैन थिए । छोराछोरीलाई फोनमा बोल्दा पनि छोराछोरी धेरै समयसम्म बोल्दैन थिए। काम छ भनि कुरा टारी दिन्थे । बिस्तारै उनीहरूले आफ्ना आमाबुबालाई हेप्न थाले । विवेकले आमाबुबालाई सहरमा ल्यायाे । गाउँमा बसेका र सहरमा कहिले नबसेका सरिता र किशोरलाई त्यहाँ बस्न धेरै गाह्राे भयो । विवेकको पत्नीले पनि उनीहरूलाई हेप्ने गर्थी । यो देखेर किशोर र सरितालाई धेरै नै दुःख लाग्यो । सम्राटले त झन् आफ्ना आमाबुबालाई बिर्सिसकेको थियो । केही समयपछि तीन भाइबहिनी मिलेर सरिता र किशोरलाई वृद्धाश्रममा राख्ने निर्णय गरे । सरिता र किशोरले यो कुरा कुनै हालतमा पनि स्वीकारेनन्, मानेनन् र बरु गाउँमै बस्छु भने । सरिताले विवेक र सम्राटलाई आफ्नो मनको कुरा पोखे । बरु हामी बुढाबुढी मात्रै बस्छाैँ ,तिमीहरू काेही पनि चाहिँदैन भनि उनीहरू गाउँ जाने तर्खर गरे। विवेक र सम्राटले नमाने पनि उनीहरू गाउँमा गई बस्न थाले । आमाबुबाले दुःख गरी पढाए, असल बनाए पनि छोराछोरी यस्तो हुँदा सरिता र किशोरलाई धेरै दुःख लाग्यो । त्यति दुःख सहेर हुर्काएको कुनै अर्थ नरहँदा उनीहरू गाउँमा एक्लै बस्न थाले । जति नै दुःख भए पनि आफ्नो बच्चाहरूलाई माया गर्न भने कहिले छाडेनन् । आमाबुबा त आमाबुबा नै हुन् ।।
Oh mighty candle!
The holder of the bright,
Listen to our invocations,
Let there be light.
Oh mighty candle!
That burns for the holy,
Lies under roof of the sacred,
Gives perception to orbs for glory.
Oh mighty candle!
The presenter of sight,
The one with the mighty flame,
Let us feel your might.
Oh mighty candle!
Let light be there for the lonely,
Help brighten our spirits,
Let our stories be heard by the holy.
Oh mighty candle!
Help the orphaned young see,
Present us with warmth,
Bright! Let our future be.
भ्रष्टाचारी नेताहरूको
कालो छ पैसा सबै
नेपाली जनताको मुखमा भने
ताला लागेको छ सधैँ ।
थाहा नै छ हरेक जनलाई
बोल्ने कोही नि छैन
नेपाली हुनुमा छ गर्व भन्छन्
सरम लाग्नुपर्ने भइसक्याे ।
नेपाली जनतामा जाग्रुकता हैन
आत्मविश्वास चाहियो अब,
कोही नबोली बस्दछ भने
अपराध घोषित गरौँ ।
नेपाली हुनुमा गर्व न भएको होइन
गर्व कायम न भएको हो
चुप लागेको जनतादेखि सबै
दिक्क मात्र लागेको हो ।
म पनि अब यसका विरुद्धमा छु
भ्रष्टाचारीदेखि सावधान हाेइन
भ्रष्टाचारीकाे पर्दाफास गराैँ
भ्रष्ट देखेर पनि न बोल्नेहरू
अपराधी हुन मेरा लागि ।
In simple words, Disorder means difficulty in functioning due to an illness. There are many common disorders. Body Dysmorphic Disorder is one of them. BDD or dysmorphophobia are other names for body dysmorphic disorder. Oxford dictionary has defined it as “A mental condition characterized by extreme preoccupation with self-perceived defects in the appearance of the body, leading to distress and impairment of social and occupational functioning.” Enrico Morselli made the initial discovery of it in 1891. This disorder affects one's life terribly as it is uncontrollable. People having this phobia have a hard time accepting them as who they are. They find it extremely difficult to accept their appearance. They think a lot about their appearance and on how to look good, These people think a lot about their appearance which may lead to having depression, suicidal thoughts which can result in many harmful behaviours like self-harm. BDD can affect people of any age but it is more prevalent in adolescent and young adults, People who suffer from this disorder have an obsessive concern in their appearance and comparing their appearance with others. Both men and women are impacted by this phobia. A person with BDD places a lot of attention on their appearance and body image. If you have this disorder you would constantly check yourself in the mirror, you spent hours grooming yourself. You would not care about your work and stare at yourself figuring out how to look all day long which affects the ability to do your regular work. Some major symptoms of Body Dysmorphic Disorder are:
If these symptoms are seen you may have a BDD. People suffering from this disorder may even try to seek help from surgeons trying to look good by spending money to look good through plastic surgeries. It may occur from an early teenage age. It is also a genetic problem. Past trauma’s like abuse, bullying can cause this problem. Recent study has shown that 70 % of people suffering this disorder have a history of being abused as a child. An expert in mental health will make a diagnosis of BDD based on your symptoms and how much they interfere with your life. BDD cannot be cured, however treatments like therapy can lessen its symptoms. Early diagnosis and treatment initiation may also be helpful in some cases. But if your symptoms are more serious than you should get a CBT and a SSRI. Combining Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) and Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors (SSRI) gives you a few punches to the powerful symptoms making it slowly die. If you show any symptoms of BDD you should immediately consult with a doctor and check if you really have this disorder, If yes you should start taking treatment so that it would not worsen in the future.
References:
गुमाउनु हुँदैन धैर्य कहिले पनि
समय परिवर्तन हुन्छ जहिले नि
मैले सपना देखेको भन्दा आज
सबै कुरा फरक हुन्छ बिहान साँझ
मैले छाेडिदिए सोच्न सबै
म अब केही गर्न सक्दिनँ
धैर्य एक चीज हो जसले
वास्तवमा परिवर्तन गर्न सक्छ
योजना बनाए जस्तो सहज छैन
त्यहाँ परिवर्तनहरू छन्
मैले सामना गर्न आवश्यक छ
आफैँमा ध्यान केन्द्रित गर्दै
बाेली र व्यवहार अब फरक छ
आफैँमा काम गर्न कठिन छ
कठिन छ सधैँ सफलता प्राप्त गर्न
धिरता र संयम भएर अगाडि बढ्न
नयाँ कुरा हरपल प्राप्त गर्नु छ
सकारात्मक तरिकाले सोच्नु छ
धैर्य नगुमाई गराैँ परिश्रम
जीवन खुसी हुने छ आजन्म
Search engines such as Google and Bing are useful inventions of time. With these search engines we can search up anything we need, they help us navigate the internet. Only 4% of the internet is on Google due to which there are still places on the internet that Google cannot reach. “Dark Web” and “Deep Web” are a part of them.
The Deep web is the place on the internet that can be used to browse anonymously. It is not accessible through Chrome, Edge or Safari; rather, it can only be accessed through “Tor” which stands for The Onion Router. The Deep web has an absurd amount of information and data (96%). It can be accessed anonymously causing there to be both bad and good things lurking in it.
Just like the Deep Web there exists the Dark Web. The difference between these two webs is that the Dark Web is a fraction of the Deep web. The Dark web is completely cut out from most search engines and just like the Deep web is only accessible through certain lesser known browsers. The Dark Web operates completely anonymously causing many illegal activities to be done there. In these websites you can find stolen credit cards, stolen paypal accounts, stolen IDs, etc for sale. The Dark Web is also used for extortion. Many transactions related to illegal substances are available on the Dark Web. Fake Identity, weapons, drugs, etc are also sold in these marketplaces. Illegal pornography such as child pornography is found in the Dark web. Most of these websites have been taken down but there are still some websites lurking around, going unnoticed by the authorities. These marketplaces do not provide security to their users and they can be shut down at any point by authorities. In the past two years it has been confirmed that there are 38 active dark web marketplaces. These markets are similar to any other e-store. You can buy a product and leave a review. You can ask the seller questions and request things as you like. To perform transactions mostly bitcoin is used. That is due to its flexibility and anonymity. Bitcoin is usually used for illegal activities or cyber attacks due to their anonymity and that is the name for these marketplaces.
Let’s move on to the differences between all the three types of web. The Surface Web is easily accessible, it's the regular web you use for most daily activities. The Deep Web isn’t easily accessible, they consist of more information on certain people, companies, businesses, etc. The surface web doesn’t have any of that deep, further information.
The Deep Web and The Dark Web have a single big difference. The Dark Web is the smallest portion of the Deep Web. It is only 0.01% of the deep web. The Dark web is more anonymous and has much more dangerous content. But not all dark web sites are illegal. Many organizations have mirror sites where many insiders can relay information about their company freely. Even facebook has a mirror site. The Deep Web itself isn’t dangerous to use but there are certainly precautions to be taken. Using antivirus software, a VPN, and 2-Factor authentication is quite useful.
Resources:
https://vpnoverview.com/privacy/anonymous-browsing/deep-web/
https://eu.tennessean.com/story/money/tech/2014/05/02/jj-rosen-popular-search-engines-skim-surface/8636081/
किन नसुतेको छोरा ?
भोलि निद्रा पूर्ण नहोला,
तिमीलाई आनन्दले सुत्न न दिने,
के कुरा तिम्रो दिमागमा चलिरहेको होला ?
ल, भन मलाई छोरा,
तिम्रो दिमागमा के चलिरहेकाे होला ?
भोलि नयाँ स्कुल जाने म
मेरो दिन कस्तो होला ?
उत्तर यसकाे छैन छोरा,
भाेलिकाे दिन कस्ताे हाेला
भन्ने कुरा छाेडाैँ न त,
के भोली मैले साथी बनाउँछु होला ?
उत्तर यसकाे छैन छोरा,
के तिमीले भोलि साथी बनाउँछाै हाेला ?
साथीको कुरा छाेडाैँ न त,
के मैले राम्ररी पढ्न सक्छु होला ?
उत्तर यसकाे छैन छोरा,
के तिमी राम्ररी पढ्न सक्छौ होला ?
कुनै प्रश्नको उत्तर नभए,
म भोलि स्कुल कसरी जान सक्छु होला ?
उत्तर म भन्न सक्दिनँ होला,
तर, उत्तर तिमी भित्र छ छोरा।
भोलि तिम्रो दिन कस्तो होला ?
यो तिमीमाथि भर पर्छ छोरा ।
There are a lot of misconceptions about suicide and people calling it selfish is one of them. These false beliefs make it more difficult for the person suffering and makes them scared or helpless to get help or support. In my opinion suicide is not selfish at all. By that I am not encouraging people to suicide but I am tired of people assuming or saying suicide is selfish. A lot of people I have met in real life or even people online agree that suicide is selfish. However, I don’t. A lot of people think suicide is selfish because to the people who lose their loved ones because of suicide it may lead to anger and frustration. However, majority of the people who commit suicide don’t do so because they do not care about people who are in their life. Most of the time they are in so much pain that they feel like suicide is the only option to end their pain.
Suicide is frequently characterized as a selfish act by plenty of people. After all, why would anyone wish to cause unimaginable sorrow and suffering for their surviving loved ones? We must recognize as a society that mental health often lead to suicide. Suicide may seem to be the only option for someone who can no longer stand the emotional torment they are going through. Many people who are considering to commit suicide or are having suicidal thoughts are unable to access the resources that will enable them to live long and fulfilling lives. People struggle with their thoughts and feelings as a result. Their capacity for making decisions is frequently impaired, which might result in suicide attempts. Even in Nepal there are not a lot of Suicide Prevention Lifelines. Suicidal individuals are very concerned about their relatives and friends. They can think it would be simpler for their loved ones if they weren't around, or that they are a burden. It would not be deemed selfish to think in this manner. Additionally, most people who have suicidal thoughts do so as a result of trauma, and frequently, their families are the ones who traumatize them, so we can't really describe them as selfish. Suicide is not a choice, thus society needs to stop labeling it as selfish. Just as people do not choose to experience physical discomfort or illnesses like cancer or corona, neither do they choose to experience mental illnesses. By promoting the discrimination and stereotypes around suicide, calling it selfless could prevent someone from getting help when they most need it. Instead than criticizing suicide as selfish, we ought to support those who are considering suicide. We should make a secure environment for them. The burden placed on those who suffer with suicidal thoughts has to be lessened, not increased. If you or someone you know is experiencing suicide thoughts, you should go to the nearest urgent care right away or dial the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. We ought to visit a psychiatrist as well. Finally, I want to emphasize that we should all avoid making misconceptions about suicide and instead support people who are going through hard times and diagnosed with mental disorders.
हिन्दु धर्म सबैभन्दा पहिला सुरु भएको दर्शन र साझा अवधारणाहरू, अनुष्ठानको एक दायराद्वारा चिन्हित विचारको एक प्रणाली हो । यो धर्ममा वेद, गीता, महाभारत जस्तै धेरै ग्रन्थहरू रहेका छन् । यी ग्रन्थहरूमा विभिन्न कथालगायत संस्कृत मन्त्रहरू रहेका छन्। हिन्दु धर्ममा धेरै देवीदेवताहरू मान्ने गरिन्छ वा पुज्ने गरिन्छ । सबैभन्दा महत्त्वपूर्ण देवता ब्रह्मा, विष्णु र महेश्वर हुन् ।अतः एउटा हिन्दु धर्मको अनुनायीको लक्ष्य ब्रम्हसँग एक हुने हो। एउटा हिन्दु ब्रम्हासँग एक हुन आफ्नो धर्म पूरा गर्नुपर्छ । यस्तै हरेक धर्ममा पनि यस्ताे हुने गर्छ । मैले भने विशेषतः हिन्दु धर्मसँग केन्द्रित बनेकाे छु ।
मेरो विचारमा यी सबै वेद, गीता, मन्त्र र देवताहरू सबै एउटा कथाको रुपमा प्रस्तुत भएका विचारधारा र पात्र मात्र हुन् । यी विचारधारा, कथा र मन्त्रको रूपमा पारित गर्न सजिलो भएका कारण यी विचारधारालाई कथा र मन्त्रहरूमा परिवर्तन गरिएको मात्र हो । हामीले भागवत गीतालाई नै एउटा उदहारणको रूपमा लिन सक्छौँ । भागवत गीता कृष्ण र अर्जुनको बीचमा संवाद हो । यो संवादको परिवेश महाभारतको युद्धभूमिमा रहेकाे छ । जब, अर्जुन आफ्नो धर्मको बारेमा प्रस्ट थिएन । त्यति बेला कृष्णले धर्मको महत्त्व बुझाएर अर्जुनलाई धर्मको पक्षमा पारे र अन्तिममा धर्मको नै विजय भयो । भागवत गीताबाट हामीले हाम्रो दैनिक जीवनमा धर्म धेरै महत्त्वपूर्ण छ र धर्मलाई अँगाल्नु नै जीवनमा सफलता प्राप्त गर्ने एकमात्र तरिका हो भनेर सन्देश पाउन सक्छौँ । यो केही हदसम्म ठिक पनि हो । एउटा विद्यार्थीले पढेर मात्र समाजलाई केही योगदान दिन सफल हुन्छ । त्यसै गरी एउटा आमाले आफ्नो पुत्रलाई जन्म दिएपछि उसले समाजमा असल र सफल बनाउन सधैँ लागिरहन्छिन् । एउटा शिक्षकले आफ्नो विद्यार्थीलाई सफल बनाउन हरेक किसिमकाे काेसिस गरेकाे हुन्छ । हरेका व्यक्तिहरूको आफ्नाे धर्मअनुसारकाे कर्म हुने गर्छ । हाम्रो समाज सही रूपमा चल्नका लागि हामीले कर्तव्य पूरा गर्नुपर्छ ।
निष्कर्षमा यी सबै ग्रन्थमा भएका राम्रा कुराहरू सिक्नुपर्छ र हाम्रो जीवनमा सधैँ अपनाउनुपर्छ। यसर्थ धर्म भनेकाे आस्था त हाे नै तर त्याेभन्दा बढी उसकाे चरित्र र व्यवहार हाे भन्ने बिर्सनु हुँदैन ।
Once upon a time there was a village named Warlington which was surrounded by a dense and large forest. Fog surrounded the forest at all times so it was hard for people to travel through it. The villagers who lived in the village would go in a team of people to go through the forest. There was a rumor that if you went inside the forest alone you would get lost in it.
Warlington was a peaceful village, everyone in that village helped each other. The whole village was a big family. There lived a family of three which included a father, a mother and a son. The name of the son was Aquila. Aquila was an adventurous boy, he was also good at running and playing different sports. People of Warlington specialized in selling animal products, wood etc. Aquila’s father was a lumberjack. He used to always go inside the forest with his coworkers and used to cut down trees and sell them to wood buyers who used to buy it and then export it to other parts of the world. The village sold the best quality of wood in the whole kingdom; even the building in the capital is made from that wood. One day when Aquila was 10 years old his father got lost in the forest because he was separated from his coworker and never returned. Days and nights passed they waited and multiple search parties were sent but to no avail. At a young age Aquila started to cut wood. At first it was hard for him but over the years he started being perfect at it. In this kingdom women are not allowed to work outside the domestic premises. They were only there to do some minor tasks which include working at home and staying safe from danger while men of that kingdom are trained from a young age to be a soldier and they needed to take part in military forces at the age of 16 and need to serve in the military for at least 2 years. Aquila was about to turn 16. At first he was not interested in joining the military but when he turned 16 he was forced to be a part of it. The day he turned 16, a knight came to the village and told him and other kids who turned 16 to come to the capital city with the knight. The knight was a royal soldier of the Noxus kingdom. After saying goodbye to his mom Aquila and other kids went through the forest towards the capital. The name of the capital city was Magior. Magior was a magical place that was surrounded by mountains. It is a dream place to live in and many people want to live there but they don’t get an opportunity to live there.
On the way to Magior, Aquila and his group were ambushed by bandits and in an effort of fighting the bandits Aquila was separated from the royal soldier. After knowing he was alone to save his life he ran away inside the forest. He ran as fast as he could and on the way he tripped and fell unconscious. News spread about Aquila being lost, his mother who was already sad about losing her husband and sending her son off to the military was now driven to madness hearing that her son too was nowhere to be found. The village shunned and ostracized her for they believed that she carried bad luck. The hurt and sadness of having lost both her husband and son and the loneliness she felt due to the villagers, to silence the voices she used the same axe which the men in her family had used to sustain themselves to end her own life. Warlington only seemed to be a happy and joyous place where everyone was accepted but alas, it was not.
दुःखी भएकाे थियाे याे मन
आफ्नाे गाउँ र साथीभाइ भेट्न नपाउँदा
साह्रै अनाैठाे लाग्छ याे सहर
आफ्नाे घर भन्न नपाउँदा
अहिले लाग्छ आफ्नाे गाउँ अनाैठाे
पहिले आफ्नै लाग्थ्याे
अहिले खाेइ कसकाे कसकाे जस्ताे
पहिले सँगै खेल्ने साथी
अहिले भेट्दा अनाैठाे
सबैलाई लाग्छ याे सहर राम्राे
सबैले साेच्छन् याे ठाउँ आफ्नाे
तर कसैलाई थाहा छैन याे मनकाे पीडा
लगी देऊ मलाई मेराे गाउँ घर फिर्ता
मेराे मन सार्है खिन्न हुन्छ जब
जहाँ सबैले गर्छन् पर्यटकझैँ व्यवहार
कहिले हाेला आफ्नाे गाउँ जहाँ आफ्नाे जस्ताे लाग्ने
