Is darkness here?
Is darkness there?
Why do I wake up?
in this world?

It feels so broken.
It feels so taken.
Why do I see
Only darkness surrounds me.

The world is so big.
Filled with souls like me
But even though
They aren't together with me.

I am so lost 
In this mighty big world
What is my path?
Should I take the lead?
or back?

It is not easy.
It is not pleasing.
To trust the ones
Who have you lost faith in?

Why do the people
Faking their smile
All they have is
evil and died

Let me see.
If there is any light
Or is there only one? 
darkness that rides

I feel the darkness.
I feel the sadness.
But I see somewhere
There is happiness.
 

A complex feeling
That cannot be expressed,
Everyone's secretly dealing
That no one really confessed.

Everyone in the room
But still you feel empty inside,
Noone can assume if I cried
When asked I always denied.

Feeling unwanted and unwelcome
Thousands passed, no one gave a sight,
Reassurance from others I get seldom
Without others, I feel I’m alright.

Not even a single connection
Makes me feel worthy,
Always getting misdirection
Throughout this whole journey.
 

Changes happened to me growing older
In the body I was unable to control
In my voice and my tone
In my nature and my social zone

I was good at studies
I had truest buddies
I was very confident
I worked being consistent

Now I am just an average person
It’s like a new journey has begun
There’s no fun in life 
There is nothing to describe

I don’t know why I changed
I want that to be explained
I just wanna go back in time
When my life was at prime
 

३१ असोज २०७९ 
म आज बिहान ६ बजे नै उठेँ र म धेरै उत्साहित थिए किनभने आज मेरो खेल  विद्यालयमा खेलकुद सप्ताह थियो ।  मेरी आमाले मलाई पानी पिउन र मेरो बिहानकाे खाजा खान बोलाउनुभयो । बिहानको खाजा खाएपछि म स्कुल गएँ र त्यस दिन मेराे चेस खेल थियाे । चेस खेलमा मैले प्रायः मेरा क्लबका साथीहरूलाजित्थेँ तर त्यस दिन क्लबका साथीहरू बाहेक अन्य साथीहरू पनि थिए । मेरा साथीहरू लगायत मैले पनि चेस  धेरै खेलेँ । सुरुमा मैले चेस खेलेँ सधैँ प्रथम हुने म यसपालि भने चौथो भएँ । खेल भनेकाे नै यस्तै हाे हारजीत त हुन्छ नै भनेर चित्त बुझाएँ र अन्य ईखेलकाे अवलाेकन गर्न थालेँ ।  म र मेरा साथीहरू कुरा गर्नमा यति व्यस्त थियौँ कि हामीले खेलकुद बिर्सियौँ । चेस खेल्दा टेबलटेनिस ढिला भएकाे थियाे । । म टेबलटेनिसमा उत्कृष्ट थिइनँ त्यसैले म फिस्ट राउन्डमा हारेँ ।  हारेपछि म धेरै दुखी थिएँ किनभने पहिलो राउण्डमा हारेपछि अर्को राउण्डमा खेल्न नसकेपछि म अयोग्य भएँ र अयोग्य भइसकेपछि म साथीहरूसँग घुम्न थालेँ केही घण्टापछि सरले ब्याडमिन्टनमा रहेका सबैलाई फोन गरेर भन्नुभयो । त्यसपछि हामी ब्याडमिन्टन कोर्टमा  गयाैँ ।  ब्याडमिन्टन कोर्टमा, मैले पहिलो, दोस्रो र तेस्रो राउन्ड जितें तर चौथो राउन्डमा मेरो साथीसँग हारेँ। म हारेपछि हामी केटीको फुटबल हेर्न गयौँ र हाम्रो टोली नराम्ररी हार्दै थियो र अन्त्यमा, हाम्रो टोलीले आज कुनै पनि खेल जित्न सकेन । त्यस कारणले मन निकै भारी बनाएर घर फर्किएँ । घरमा गएपछि मैले आफ्ना अभिभावकसँग पनि साे कुरा राखेँ । अभिभावले पनि खेल भनेकाे यस्तै हाे हारजीत त भइहाल्छ । हामीले हरेक परिस्थितिसँग जुधेर अगाडि बढ्नुपर्छ भनेर सम्झाउनुभयाे त्यसपछि मैले पनि साे कुरामा चित्त बुझाएँ । विद्यालयमा दिनभरि खेलमा नै बिताएका कारणले निकै थकाइ लागेकाे थियाे त्यसैले फटाफट खाना खाएँ र सुत्न गएँ तर दिउँसाेकाे कुरा मनमा खेलेकाे कारणले एकछिन टाेलाएकाे थिएँ । त्यसपछि भने कतिबेला निदाएँ पत्ताे पाइनँ । 
 

के हो र संविधान ?
देशै नभएपछि
के हो र देश? 
नेतृत्वकर्ता नभएपछि

के हो र मृत्यु ? 
जीवन नभएपछि
के हो र जीवन?
समयको महत्व नभएपछि

के हो र धन? 
इज्जत नभए
इज्जत लिने त गर्छौ 
तर 
अरूलाई होच्याएर किन ?
केही हैन इज्जत
यदि 
एकअर्कामा सम्मान छैन भने

हिँड्ने छौँ हामी जीवनको बाटो 
बोकेर दुख र सुखको पोको
मान्छेको जीवन ठेगाना छैन रोकिन्छ कहाँ 
तर पनि छन् 
अनेक लोभले मन भरिएका

तिम्रो छ, होला धेरै धन
त्यही पनि किन मनमा स्वार्थ?
भन न 
के हो र जीवनको अर्थ ?
के धन मात्रै हो महत्त्वपूर्ण

धेरै पढ्ने महान बन्ने याे मेराे इच्छा छ 
पहिचान बनाऊँ, अगाडि बढूँ, मनकाे दीक्षा छ ।

पढ्नका लागि बढ्ने छाैँ अघि विद्याकाे मन्दिर
परिश्रम गरे  फल हातमा लिए अग्लिन्छ याे शिर ।

विद्यार्थीहरू काम पाउँछन् सधैँ घरमा गर्नलाई
काेही हुन्छन् दुखी, काेही हुन्छन् सुखी काेही भने डराई ।

सबैले भन्छन् विद्यार्थी जीवन धेरै नै रमाइलाे 
काम धेरै हुने, आराम नपाइने, विद्यार्थी जीवन हाे ।

बालबालिकालाई कुट्न नपाइने नियम बनेकाे 
कसले पाे मान्ने पालना गर्ने मुखैले भनेकाे ।

ठुलाे भएसि के बन्नेभन्दा धेरै नै छन् इच्छा त
पालना गराैँ ठुलाका आशिष महान दिक्षा त ।

राम्राे हाे धेरै समय यही मेहनत गर्नलाई 
अहिले नै पढाैँ अहिले नै सिकाैँ महान बन्नलाई ।

On the evening of that day,
I saw something that terrified me,
For the rest of my days.
A thick fog covering my eyes,
A faint sound of cries,
I was scared of that dark shade,
I saw something,
That dragged me till my death bed,
A demonic figure, 
Standing before my eyes,
Bleeding like it was going to demise,
It spat clotter of blood 
It scared me for the rest of my life.
 

हिमालय/पहाडी क्षेत्र:
यस क्षेत्रको हावापानी धेरै चिसो, सुख्खा छ । लगभग सबै समय हिउँ पर्छ । बसोबासका लागि हिमालको फेदी मात्र उपयुक्त छ । शेर्पा, भोटिया, थकाली, लामा आदि यस क्षेत्रका शुद्ध बासिन्दा हुन् । बक्खु, दोचा र पाङ्देन भनिने बाक्लो ऊनी लुगा लगाउँछन् जुन घुँडा अग्लो र बाक्लो जुत्ता चिसोबाट जोगाउन लगाइन्छ।
त्यहाँका मानिसहरू ढुङ्गा र माटोले बनेको घरमा बस्छन्। ढिँडाे, आलु, रोटी, मासु र दुग्धजन्य पदार्थ खान्छन् । उनीहरूको मुख्य पेसा पशुपालन हो । तिनीहरू भेडा, बाख्रा र याक पाल्छन्। डेरी पेसाको प्रमुख हिस्सा हो । जबकि यार्सागुम्बा बेच्नु पहाडका जनताको फाइदाको व्यवसाय हो । चिज र चुर्पी यस क्षेत्रका प्रमुख दुग्ध उत्पादन हुन् ।
पहाडी क्षेत्र:
पहाडी क्षेत्रको हावापानी मध्यम छ। यस क्षेत्रमा विभिन्न जातजातिको बसोबास छ । ब्राह्मण, क्षेत्री, नेवार, राई, लिम्बू, गुरुङ, मगर, धामी, सुनुवार आदि यहाँका मुख्य बासिन्दा हुन् । यहाँ पुरुषहरूले दौरा सुरुवाल, कोट, ढाकाटोपी, पटुका, भोटो र कछाड लगाउँछन्। त्यसै गरी महिलाहरूले गुनियो–चोलो, मजेत्रो, सारी, हाकुपटासी र घलेक लगाउने गर्दछन् । विवाहित महिलाले पोते  र तिलहरी लगाउँछन् । सहर र सहरहरूमा, मानिसहरूले आफ्नो सुविधाअनुसार आधुनिक पोसाक लगाउँछन्। घरहरू ढुङ्गा र माटोले बनेका छन्, खरको छानासहित, तर केही आधुनिक घरहरू सहरहरूमा पनि देख्न सकिन्छ । मुख्य पेसा कृषि हो । दशैं, तिहार, ल्होसार, उभौली, उधौली आदि प्रमुख चाडपर्व हुन् । काठमाडौं र पोखरा उपत्यकाका मानिसहरूले विभिन्न जात्रा मनाउँछन्।
तराई क्षेत्र:
समथर जमिन र उर्वर माटो भएकाले यस क्षेत्रमा धेरै मानिसको बसोबास छ । थारू, राजवंशी, मुसहर, राजपूत, सतार, धिमाल, यादव, झा, मुस्लिम आदि यहाँका मुख्य बासिन्दा हुन् । हावापानी तातो छ, त्यसैले मानिसहरू हल्का सुती लुगा लगाउँछन्। पुरुषले धोती, कुर्ता र महिलाले लेहेंगा, चोली र ब्लाउज लगाउँछन् । यस क्षेत्रका मानिसहरू थारू, मैथिली, भोजपुरी, अवधी आदि भाषा बोल्छन् । गाउँका घरहरू माटोले बनेका छन् र बाँस वा काठको खम्बाले घाँसको छाना बनाइएका छन् । यस्ता घरका भित्ताहरू चित्रकला, फूल र जनावरहरूले सुन्दर ढङ्गले सजिएका हुन्छन्। सहरहरूमा आधुनिक भवन र धेरै उद्योगहरू निर्माण भएका छन् । मुख्य खानेकुरा चामल, दाल, रोटी र तरकारी हुन् । छठ, होली, माघी, सिरुवा जस्ता चाडपर्व मनाउने गर्छन् । उनीहरूको मुख्य पेसा कृषि हो तर मानिसहरू व्यापार, र सेवामा पनि संलग्न छन् ।

It was the year 2074. My mom had an accident. She was hit by a taxi. I was a third grader and that incident took place in front of me.

It was a day of winter and it was extremely cold.  I was going towards the shop with my sister and mother. We need to cross the road to go to shop. Me and my sister were crossing the road and our mom was also behind us. Suddenly, there was a sound ahhh!! We looked back and there was blood across the road. My mom was screaming with pain. A taxi had hit her and went across. We called for an ambulance. It arrived in very little time. We had to take her to the hospital. She was harshly injured. She was soon admitted.

As she was admitted for a long time, I needed to go to school as I couldn’t  take leave for many days due to my studies. My father had to stay at the hospital taking care of my mom.  My sister and I were too young. We needed to go to school ourselves as there were no other members in my family. That time the road was  really crowded. We barely managed to cross the road. Everything was going even. It had become our routine for one month to go to school alone without parents.

One day, while returning home, I was crossing the road with my sister. Suddenly a bus hit me from behind. It hit me so hard that it made me rotate. Every other vehicle stopped. A man in the taxi shouted “stop!” seeing towards the bus.The bus that hit me from behind was trying to escape. By listening to that voice that bus stopped.The kind man asked me “Have you got any wounds?” I murmured, “No, I am okay.” My sister started cursing the driver but nonetheless I was okay and  was finely sent home. That didn't stop there. I was striked by my bad luck  time and again.

It was the day of the same week we changed our house. Soon  after two three weeks of it, while I was casually walking on the street, a bike launched toward me with a broken brake hit me from behind and it  ran away .
These days were my bad days where I was close to my death. It cannot be forgotten. It's still in my conscious mind. 
 

Drug dealing means a group who sell illegal narcotics.There might be a small group or a large group. They sell drugs to people in a black market. People also smuggle drugs illegally from place to place.

A person taking illegal drugs and the person selling those drugs both can get arrested if they are caught doing so. Drug dealing is estimated to be nearly 1% of international trade. It is difficult for government authorities to catch drug dealers and the people consuming illegal drugs.

In Nepal there are a ton of people consuming and selling illegal drugs. In Nepal due to the large border with India many people use it for drug trafficking. These activities are affecting Nepal a lot.Drugs cause many health and social problems worldwide. Drugs are available in various places like social media platforms, internet, urban areas etc. Drugs are also a major cause of anti-social activities and poverty.

Adolescent drug abuse is also a big problem worldwide, drug abuse is very costly to society. This is a social problem of the modern society. Drug abuse has been known since ancient times and is now disturbing the whole world.

Drugs are causing several health problems to people. Drugs are a type of medicine for several diseases but if we take a large amount of it we can get several health problems. Annually over 150,000 people die due to drug overdose worldwide. People also become violent due to drugs. Drugs also disturb society by creating a violent environment. Even one person consuming drugs in the society can harm the whole society.

Drug addiction has specially been seen in the youthful generation in a number of countries. People are getting addicted to drugs due to heavy use of them. This is a big problem the upcoming generation has to face. 
 

Whenever she is sad,
She wants to burst into tears,
She wishes to express herself to one person,
who can listen to her for hours and all her emotions.

Whenever she is depressed,
She sometimes feels as if she has nowhere to go.
She wants to express it to someone,
But then again, there she finds no one.

She looks happy from the outside,
But she is broken from the inside.
She knows that she can’t handle it by herself.
But they told her she had to do it on her own.

She wants someone.
To whom she can express her emotions,
who can make her happy again,
In this nasty world,
She knows only you.
 

हावाले रुखहरूलाई हल्लाउँछ
फूलहरू बगैँचामा फुलेका छन् 
चराले गीत गाउँछन्
सूर्यको किरणले आँगन चम्किन्छ 
निलो आकाशमा सेतो बादल नाचिरहेका छन् 
जङ्गलमा पन्छीहरू उडिरहेका छन् 
माछाहरू पानीमा पौडिन्छन्
र
आकाशमा पुतलीहरू उड्छन् 
खोलाहरू बगिरहेका छन् 
 झरनाहरूले अनेक खजाना लुकाइरहेका छन् 
तालहरूमा हिमालको छाँया टल्किरहेको छ
हिमाल र पहाड
हरिया जङ्गल र फाँट
यो हाम्रो संसार
यो हाम्रो पृथ्वी
सबैकाे साझा घर