एक ठाउँबाट अर्को ठाउँमा जानको लागि हामीलाई यातायातको उचित सुविधा चाहिन्छ। फराकिलाे तथा सुविधायुक्त सडककाे आवश्यक हुन्छ । सार्वजनिक वाहनहरू राम्रो अवस्थामा हुनुपर्छ। सहरमा बस्दा हामीले राम्रो यातायातको सुविधा पाएका छौँ र गाउँकाे तुलनमा  सडकको अवस्था ठिक हुन्छ । आज पनि गाउँमा यातायातको पर्याप्त मात्रामा  सुविधा छैन । नेपालको  दुर्गम ठाउँमा मानिसहरूले एक ठाउँबाट अर्काे ठाउँमा जान धेरै दुःख पाइरहेका छन् । 

यातायातकाे सुविधा नभएको कारणले गर्दा मानिसहरूले दिनभरि हिँडेर भए पनि आफ्नाे गन्तव्यमा पुग्नुपर्ने अवस्था रहेकाे छ । अलिकति सुविधा भएकाे ठाँउमा सवारी साधन आउन  लामो समय कुर्नु पर्ने अवस्था हुन्छ। गाउँघरतिर त अझ राम्रो बाटो पनि हुँदैन। गाउँका सडकमा प्रायः खाल्डाखुल्डीले भरिएका हुन्छन् । जनतालाई सार्वजनिक सवारी साधनको उचित सुविधा उपलब्ध गराउने प्रयास गरे पनि सबैभन्दा ठूलो समस्या सडकको खराब अवस्था वा समयमै मर्मत सम्भार हुन नसक्नु हो । मानिसहरू आफ्नो गन्तव्यमा पुग्न लामो समय हिँड्नुपर्छ । सडकको दुरावस्थाका कारण विभिन्न ग्रामीण इलाकामा जाने बाटोमा धेरै दुर्घटना हुने गरेको समाचारमा सुनिन्छ । लामो दुरीको गाडीहरू आएपनि कहिलेकाहीँ मात्र आउने ठाउँहरू पनि छन् नेपालमा।  वर्षायाममा सडकको अवस्था नाजुक हुँदै जाँदा गाडी चलाउन र कहिलेकाहीँ हिँड्न पनि गाह्रो हुन्छ । हामीले समाचारमा सुनेका छौँ कि त्यहाँ विद्यालय पुग्न बालबालिकाहरूले २ देखि ३ घन्टा हिँड्नुपर्छ । त्यस्तै गरी व्यवसायिक खेती गर्न चाहनेहरूका लागि सडककाे सुविधा हुन नसक्दा समयमा बजारमा  पुऱ्याउन कठिन हुन्छ । यातायातको उचित सुविधा नहुँदा धेरैले आफ्नाे बारीमा उत्पादन नभएका  बाली बेच्न नसकेकाले त्यहाँका बाली नजिकैका गाउँमा बेच्न बाध्य हुन्छन् । जसले गर्दा पर्याप्त नाफा पनि हुँदैन । उनीहरूलाई जीवनयापन गर्न पनि धाैधाै भएकाे हुन्छ। कोही बिरामी भएमा सडकको अवस्थाका कारण एम्बुलेन्स आउन लामो समय लाग्छ । अधिकांश ग्रामीण क्षेत्रका मानिसहरूको अवस्था उस्तै छ । उनीहरूसँग यातायातको उचित सुविधा हुँदैन । ग्रामीण क्षेत्रमा यातायातको उचित सुविधा नहुनुको मुख्य कारण सडकको अवस्था पनि हो । धेरै ठाउँमा नियमित रूपमा सार्वजनिक सवारी साधन नहुँदा हरेक क्षेत्रमा समस्या सिर्जना भएकाे छ । हामीले यी समस्याहरूको समाधानको लागि सोच्नुपर्छ। 

सबैभन्दा पहिले सडकको अवस्था सुधार गर्नुपर्छ । प्रत्येक गाउँमा दैनिक बढीमा २ वटा सार्वजनिक यातायातकाे सुविधा हुनुपर्छ । बालबालिकाको विद्यालय जाने खर्च निःशुल्क हुनुपर्छ । मानिसहरूलाई आवश्यक परेकाे समयमा मद्दत गर्नुपर्छ। समस्या नआओस् भनेर ग्रामीण क्षेत्रका जनतालाई पनि विभिन्न कुराबाट सहजीकरण गर्नुपर्छ । अतः गाउँघरमा यातायात र सडककाे व्यवस्थापनका लागि सम्बन्धित सराेकारवाला सबैले समयमा नै अध्ययन, अनुसन्धान र नियमनकारी भूमिका निर्वाह गर्नुपर्छ ।

न पाउँछु याे ठाउँमा बाेल्न 
न त आफ्नाे कुरा राख्न 
बाँधिएकाे जस्ताे लाग्छ 
आफ्नै ठाउँमा बस्दा पनि

के सधैँ बाँधिनु पर्ने म ??
कहिले हाेला आफ्नाे कुरा पाेख्न पाउने ?
कहिले म आाफ्नै देशमा खुलेर बाेल्न पाउने ?
कहिले हाेला मनकाे कुरा खाेल्दा डर नलाग्ने ?

अरू देशमा  हरपल  देख्छु 
मनकाे कुरा निर्धक्क राखेकाे 
चराजस्तै रमाउँदै डुलेकाे

विकास भएकाे मेराे देश, देख्न चाहान्छु
फेरिएकाे मेराे देश, देख्न चाहान्छु 
सबैले पाएकाे अधिकार देख्न चाहान्छु 
तर,
कहिले हाेला हामीले पाउने अधिकार !!!!!!
कहिले हाेला हामीले पाउने अधिकार !!!!!!
 

My life has revolved around uncertain things. I wish I could color combine my stripes again. The dark clouds have surrounded my life again and I need to color those clouds by hook or by crook. I always did my best and in these years I learned that a dollar earned is far more than five pounds. These all things made me look forward to life rather than looking back at my failure.

I have been an average kid since childhood. The kid who was confident about herself who used to feel confident while dancing. But the confident kid never felt confident due to some bully and favoritism done by her teacher. She never got a chance to perform on parents’ day even though she was best at dancing. From nursery to grade 4 she never got one opportunity to perform in a single parents’ day nor in sports day. The confident kid never enjoyed going to school and never enjoyed her childhood. She never got grandparents' love and she does not know what grandparents love is. She grew up wishing to get some attention from someone from her family but she never did. She just learned to accept reality and move forward. She also learns to lose and also to enjoy winning. She had one person in her life that she used to love the most but she ended up losing her too and now she is in a better place called heaven. She was just learning to enjoy her life even though her life is full of tangled ropes. She never knew what love is. She just knewed to cry on her own shoulder when she is sad and to know that there's no shame in tears and it holds the power to earn some new energy. She was a person who never stayed away to learn. She used to solve mathematical problems whenever she felt low. She tried to give up a lot of time but she knew that for every bad thing there are good things and to never lose hope. She never said she has been suffering from anxiety or depression, she just knew that she needs to move forward in life rather than suffering and being lost in them. Not getting love and attention made her mentally and physically strong. Since her childhood she has not even had a friend. She was all alone, no one even not a family member on her side. No one to be her crying shoulder even knowing that he has been suffering a lot rather than helping her they bullied her even more.

Those bullies made her stronger. She found herself drowning in the lakes. The water was cold but she was calm. Trying her best to deal easily and calmly with all the problems rather than overthinking. She didn’t follow the crowd when everyone was getting on with the struggle. She was in peace with her loved one in the heavens, a piece of her heart, her mother, in heaven. Life is full of struggle and she knew that her whole struggle was a learning phase.
 

शुक्रबारकाे दिन थियाे। मेराे सपरिवार शुक्रबार बेलुका चन्द्रागिरि बस्न जाने कुरा भयाे । हामी सपरिवार शुक्रबार बेलुका त्यहीँ गएर बस्याैँ । हामी बाटाेमा पनि रमाइलाे गर्दै गयाैँ । हामी चढ्ने ठाउँ नजिकै पुगेपछि हामीले हाम्राे गाडी तलै पार्क गऱ्यौँ र हामी सबै केबुलकार चढेर हामी मन्दिरबाट हाम्राे हाेटेल १५/२० मिनेट टाढा थियाे । हामी गाडीबाट गयाैँ । हामी हाेटल पुगेर एकछिन हाम्राे बस्ने काेठामा आराम गऱ्यौँ । त्यसपछि मात्र हामी बाहिर घुम्न गयाैँ । हामीले त्यहाँ साह्रै रमाइलाे गऱ्यौँ  । हामीले हामी बसेकाे हाेटेलभन्दा बाहिर नै खाना खायाैँ । खाना खाएपछि अबेरसम्म बाहिर नै बसेर रमायाैँ । केही समयपछि मात्र हामी बस्ने काेठातर्फ लाग्याैँ । रमाइला कुराकानी गरेर बस्याैँ । हाेटलवालालाई जुस मगायाैँ । त्याे पनि खायाैँ । यसाे घडी हेर्दा त रातीकाे १२ बज्न थालिसकेकाे थियाे हेऱ्योँ। त्यसपछि हामी आआफ्नाे काेठामा सुत्न गयाैँ ।

पछिल्लाे दिन बिहानै उठ्याैँ । मन्दिर दर्शन गर्न गयाैँ । दर्शन गरेर हाेटेलमा आयाैँ । हामीले खाजा खायाैँ । खाजा खाएकाे केही समयपछि पाैडी खेल्याैँ । पाैडी खेल्दाखेल्दै बिहानकाे ११ बजेकाे पत्तै पाइएन । त्यसपछि  खानेकुरा मगाएर रमाउँदै खायाैँ । अनि विभिन्न तरिकाले फाेटाे खिच्याैँ, रमायाैँ । हामी बसेकाे हाेटेलबाट काठमाडाैँ उपत्यकाकाे रमणीय दृश्यावकाेलन गर्न साह्रै रमाइलाे हुने रहेछ । केही समय मज्जाले काठमाडाैँ उपत्यकालाई हेऱ्याैँ अनि रमायाैँ र अर्काे पटक पनि अवश्य आउने निर्णय गऱ्यौँ  । कस्ताे अचम्म ठाउँ रहेछ । माैसम पनि समय समयमा परिवर्तन भइरहने रहेछ । उत्तिबेरमाइलाे अनुभूति भयाे । दिन ढल्किदै गयाे । घर फर्किने बेला भयाे । मलाई भने आज पनि यतै बसे हुन्थ्याे भन्ने मनमा लागिरहेकाे थियाे तर घरमा फर्किनै पर्ने थियाे ।  हामी घर फर्किने बेला सबैले आइसक्रिम खायाैँ । गाडीमा चढ्याैँ र घरतिर लाग्याैँ । घरसम्म पुग्दा हामी सबै थाकेका थियाैँ तर पनि मेराे मानसपटलमा भने  त्यहीँ चन्द्रागिरि र त्यहाँबाट देखिने मनाेरम दृश्यमात्र नाचिरहेकाे थियाे । चन्द्रागिरिकाे त्याे पारिवारिक भ्रमण मेराे लागि त अविस्मरणाीय नै भयाे ।

In a small village there lived three good friends. They were very interested in adventures and discoveries. Theri names were Harry, Smith, and William. They were living a happy time in that village regardless of being born in a poor family. They used to study in a government college and were often bullied for their financial status.

One day their science teacher gave an assignment to get different leaves plants for their project. Harry and Smith were very happy to get that assignment and decided to go to the jungle to collect the different plants for their assignments. But William was kind of afraid to go to that jungle as he heard many negative things about it from his grandparents and other villagers too. But Smith and Harry motivated him to join them and assured him that everything negative he heard about the jungle are just myths and nothing more. William had heard many stories of children getting lost, hearing many scary or screaming noises there. It was just a story but William was afraid to go there. It was also his first time to go there but others had gone earlier so that's why William was scared. After they explained a lot to William then he became ready to go but his fear wasn’t yet removed.

On Friday evening they decided to go to the jungle together. They decided to only search for plants in the edges and decided to not go deep as it may be dangerous from wild animals or they may be lost too. They were given a task to find about 10 or more special plants for the projects. They got 6 of their needed plants easily but rest was a little hard to find rest. Hardly after searching 1 -2 hours they found 3 other plants but didn’t get it. It was already about 7-7:30 and it was starting to become too dark. Then they returned back and asked the elder about the last plant and he guessed that it would be found too deep inside. Tomorrow on Saturday they went to the jungle with some food and water stuff to go deep inside. William was again not ready for it; they insisted him go.

After a 3 to 4 hours walk they reached the place where they would find the plant. They found it too. When they started digging underground to take out the plant with roots they saw a human’s hand. They were too scared. William almost ran back and thought the ghost killed it and they would also die. He started thinking many more negative thoughts but Smith alone dug all the area and saw the dead body which was recently buried as it had not started rotting. Harry remembered a news he had read 2 days ago in the newspaper as a 24 year male was lost in the jungle. They immediately returned to the village and informed the elder people there they again returned back with forest officers and police. Then after some days of investigation the result came that his rivals killed him and dug in there. This was a crime incident but William learned that there’s nothing negative and nothing like ghosts, bad sounds, etc exists. It's just fake stories.

सङ्गीत कलाको एक रूप हो जुन यस ग्रहमा सबैको प्रिय हो। सङ्गीत एक व्यक्तिको लागि सुख तथा आनन्दको स्रोत पनि हुन सक्छ । मानिसहरू अनेक साङ्गीतिक रुचिकाे विविधताले भरिएको हुन्छ । त्यसैले विभिन्न मानिसहरूले विभिन्न प्रकारको सङ्गीतलाई प्राथमिकता दिन्छन् र मन पराउँछन् । सङ्गीतको विभिन्न विधाहरू हुन्छन् जस्तै; पप, रक, मेटल, पंक, ज्याज, हिप हप, कन्ट्री, इलेक्ट्रोनिक, फङ्क, आदि । सामान्यतयाः धेरैजसो मानिसहरूले यी विधाहरू मन पराउँछन् किनभने तिनीहरू यहाँ समावेश नभएका साङ्गीतिक विधाभन्दा बढी लोकप्रिय छन् र चर्चामा पर्दछन् । सङ्गीतले धेरै मानिसहरूलाई जीवन जीउने कला सिकाएकाे छ । यो धेरै मानिसहरूको लागि सङ्गीतकाे माध्यमबाट खुशीको स्रोत र आत्मविश्वासकाे आधार बनेकाे छ ।

कहिले कहिले त सोच्छु पनि, यदि सङ्गीत नै नभएको भए सङ्गीत बिनाको जीवन कस्तो हुन्छ होला भनेर। म आफैलाई प्रश्न पनि गर्छु यदि सङ्गीत थिएन भने, प्रत्येक पटक कसैले “नानु, के गर्न रुचाउछौ ?” भनेर प्रश्न गर्दा म के भन्थे होला? किनभने मेरो उत्तर त सधैँ “सङ्गीत सुन्छु” नै हुन्छ। म प्रायः अन्य विधाहरू भन्दा रक र मेटललाई अलि बढी प्राथमिकता दिन्छु । तर पप, आर एन्ड बी र अन्य सङ्गीतको विधाको रूपमा म "द वीकेन्ड" सुन्छु जो मेरो मनपर्ने सङ्गीतका कलाकार हुन् । मलाई आवाज कम भएका ती सुस्तरी-सुस्तरी बज्ने गीतहरू मन पराउन त एउटा युग नै लाग्छ होला। यस्ता गीतहरू सुन्दै न सुन्ने त हैन तर आफूलाई जे मन पर्छ त्यसमै धेरै ध्यान हुन्छ, जस्तै मलाई ठुलो आवाज हुने र चिच्याउन मिल्ने गीत सङ्गीत निक्कै राम्रो लाग्छ । समय समयमा मेरो कोठाबाट धेरै ड्याङ्गडुङ्ग आवाज आउँदा गीत न सुन्न वा ठुलाे आवाजमा नबजाउन आदेश आए पनि बरू केही उपाय खोजेर भए पनि सुन्ने गर्छु ।कहिले काहीँ त आएर आफैँ ढोका लाउने पनि गर्नुहुन्छ किनभने उहाँहरूले मेरो सङ्गीतप्रतिको लगाव बिस्तारै बुझिसक्नुभयो । सङ्गीतविनाको जीवन चाहिँ म कल्पना गर्न पनि सक्दिनँ। तीन चार बर्षअघि चाहिँ बरु सक्थे होला तर अहिले सोच्दा त यो केवल असम्भव मात्र हो भन्ने देख्छु ।

यो कुरा सत्य हो कि म लगभग हरपल सङ्गीतका साथ नै आफ्नो काम गरिरहेकी हुन्छु ।  फूलमा उसको बास्ना उसको मिठास भए जसरी नै सङ्गीत भनेको जीवनको मिठास हो। व्यक्तिगत रूपमा मेरो लागि सङ्गीत मसँग हरपल हुन्छ । यदि यो नै भएन भने त म निक्कै अलमल्लमा पर्ने छु।  हुन त धेरै सङ्गीत सुनेर पनि होला तर जब म अलमल्लमा हुन्छु म सङ्गीत नै सुन्छु, जहिले पनि म दुःखी वा निराश हुन्छु जहिले म खुसी हुन्छु वा निकै कठोर महसुस गर्छु । जब म भावनामा डुब्छु म सङ्गीत नै सुन्छु। सङ्गीत त्यहीँ हुन्छ जसले स्वर्णिम आनन्दकाे महसुस गराउँछ ।

My name is Lucy and I am 15. Life was perfect when I was a kid. I used to be a little kid who dreamt big just like other kids. I had a simple dream, I wanted to be a model. Looking back at how I wanted to be a model makes me want to cry. I destroyed my own dreams. All I want in life is happiness but somehow every single day just manages to get worse. I am sitting in my bed, holding in my tears and trying my best to not cry.

To be honest, I wasn't always this way. I used to be like sunshine when I was a kid, always smiling and laughing. I used to be the ideal youngster who was excellent in school but now I am just an average teen who is never good enough. I think I am losing myself. I used to be my parent’s little girl but now our bond is not the same. I sometimes miss how happy we used to be. I fight with my mom almost everyday and my dad and I do not even talk much. I have tried to kill myself a lot but no one knows. When I am at school or at my relatives I’m always smiling but I don’t think I can hold in my emotions any longer. I feel like one day I am just gonna burst and say everything out loud to others. Even my closest friends do not really know how I feel. It’s not that I am always sad, I feel happy sometimes but I start feeling empty again. Even if others do not know how I feel, I just want my parents to know and to comfort me. I don’t think it is possible though. I feel like no one likes me, not even my parents or my friends or my brother. I do want to vent to someone. It's not that I don't trust them, it's just that maybe they will find it annoying or cut ties with me. I can feel my eyes getting watery. Tears stream down my face and I can’t control it. I feel so insecure and lonely. Sometimes I feel angry at my parents because they never listen to me or try to understand me but in the end I just blame myself thinking I’m the problem. When I was a kid my parents almost divorced but even though they are together now it does not feel the same.

I told earlier I wanted to be a model but now I can’t imagine myself being one. Like the models are so pretty and have the perfect body and I am just an ugly girl with now confidence. I’ve always wanted to feel prettier so that people will start loving me. I starve myself and try lots of beauty products but I’ll never be as pretty as others. School is exhausting too. I have so much incomplete work to complete but every time I start doing my assignments I start to cry or overthink. Why is it that I can never be happier? Why can’t I be a good daughter or a good student? My eyes get blurry and with tears falling down my eyes I bring out a knife and cut my hand. I think to myself maybe the world would be a better place without me and I feel weaker. My 4 attempts all failed but I hope this time I can die and finally be at peace.

टाढाको छ यात्रा अब‍‍‍‌‍
देश बाेकेर देश छाड्ने निर्णय गरी
बाआमा परिवार  छाडेपछि 
राम्ररी बाचाैँ र बचा‌‌‌‍‌‍‍‍औँ भनी

सबै छोडी गएर 
विदेश यात्रा न भने जस्तो न साेचे जस्ताे 
रहेन छ यहाँ 
पैसा त परकाे  कुरा ।

एक्लै गयौ विदेशमा 
दिन र रात मिहिनेत गरी
परिवार नेपालमा 
आफू खाडी मुलुकमा

सम्झिदा हुन् आफ्नो परिवारलाई 
कति सताउँदाे हो यादहरूले 
जानी जानी त्याे लामाे यात्रा
पक्कै थालिएकाे हाेइन 
तर समयले टाढा  पुऱ्यायो
कसरी फर्किने हाे  थाहा छैन 
बाकसमा या जिउँदै
आफू दिनरात खटेर 
अरूको देशमा

लाग्दो हो आफ्नो देशको माया 
तर गर्न सकिन्छ के नै यहाँ 
कहिले फर्किन्छाै भन्छिन् हाेलिन् 
घरमा पर्खेकी ती आमा
खै, याे जीवनकाे यात्रा कहाँ र कहिलेसम्म छ …।

“A face that awakes when I close my eyes, A face watches every time I lie, A face watches every time I fall”, were the exact group of words I heard before I passed out. After waking up, I realized that I had been unconscious for a couple of minutes. I get too stressed out sometimes and I find myself getting anxious about it and I faint. This thing has happened 5 times this week and I blame myself for it. Every time I am doing my assignments and all my body alarms me to not forget about everything that has happened in my life. But what made me anxious today was the word “death”. Never had I experienced something like this in my life. I felt like the word was trying to tell me that something bad is going to happen tomorrow.  I can not keep myself in a similar state for even an hour, especially with so much workload. The only thing that calms me down is music, music is like my everything. People often question me about the kind of music I listen to and they do not expect my answer, some people jump out of excitement after learning and some just reply “oh? You look too feminine to listen to THAT kind of music”. I mean do I really have to listen to something that matches my appearance? People have preferences. Plus, you like what you like. Do we really need to clarify?

I am only talkative with the people I am close with, and every time while starting a conversation with someone new, I usually pull out the “Oh I’m from Asia” card. It is fun. Because they start to get curious and ask me literally everything. I almost every time tell about how homesick I am. Leaving my own country immediately after turning 18 was the hardest thing. I have always been ambitious so I really thought it was going to be fine. Leaving the place you grew up in is one of the hardest chapters of  one's life is something I realized just a few weeks before my flight to the UK from Nepal. As the day of flight grew near, the nervousness of me leaving grew. And now, It has been 2 years since I left Nepal. I am 20 but I am turning 21 in a few weeks.

After an hour or so, Saige came to pick me up for a freshen-up ride. Saige is my best friend whom I trust with my whole heart. But the funny fact is that we both met on a date. We were together for quite a while but realized that we were better off as friends and that was the best decision ever. She is literally a part of my life I can never imagine losing. Long after the ride, I realized that I had to iron my shirt for the first day at work. I decided to work part time as I am in a huge need of money. I left my previous part time job and joined this due to financial instability. A cashier at a renowned office seems tough but I know for a fact that I can definitely pull off.

After reaching the office, I was led to a small room for the cashier. But I learned that I was not the ONLY cashier there and so later a rude looking man who looked like my age entered the room. Staring at me for quite a minute, the man finally spoke out saying “I thought I was  the only one”. I wanted to blurt out “same” but I just flashed him a small smile and turned back into the music I was listening to. I actually had no job on the first day though. Not that I wanted to notice, but I somehow noticed that his facial features matched with someone I met a few years back. I noticed that his name was Arthur. Although he seemed rude and arrogant, when we started talking I felt like he was the most fun person to be around. Like the friend who seems serious but is actually fun? He was attractive, I can’t deny but him having similar music taste as mine made him even more attractive. After knowing so, he even insisted on playing music directly from the computer, rather than plugging in headphones. I was still inside the room, the music still on, I was minding my own business when I heard the same lyrics I heard yesterday, before passing out. “A face that awakes when I close my eyes, A face watches every time I lie, A face watches every time I fall”. My body panicked and then it hit me…

विकृति भनेको के हो त ? विकृति भनेको कुनै कुराको विकार, बिगार वा खराब  हुनु हो । केही कुरामा विकृति देखिन थाल्यो भने विविध क्षेत्रमा प्रभाव पार्न सक्छ । त्यस्ता विकृतिका क्षेत्रहरु  हुन सक्छन् जस्तै; पारिवारिक विकृति,सामाजिक विकृति,सांस्कृतिक राजनैतिक विकृति आदि । पारिवारिक विकृतिले परिवारलाई, सामाजिक विकृतिले समाजलाई असर पार्छ भने राजनैतिक विकृतिले देशलाई  नै असर गर्छ ।
विगत केही वर्षदेखि नेपालको स्थिति हेर्ने हो भने नेपालको राजनीति साह्रै विकृत भएको छ । नेपालको राजनीति विकृत हुनाका कारणहरू धेरै छन् तर मलाई लाग्छ सबैभन्दा प्रमुख कारण भनेकाे भ्रष्टाचार हाे । हाम्रो देशमा धेरै मानिसहरू नेतृत्व गर्ने तहमा पनि  छन् तर पनि अहिलेसम्म कसैले देशकाे विकास वा सकारात्मक परिवर्तन हुने काम गरेका छैनन् । मैले सबै नेतृत्व गर्ने नेताहरूलाई नराम्रो भन्न खोजेको हाेइन । देशमा भएका सबै नेता त अबुझ पनि छैनन् होला । आफ्नो देशको परिवर्तनका बारेमा सोच्ने पनि हुनुपर्ने ? यदि भएको भए अहिले हाम्रो देश नेपाल यो ठाउँमा हुँदैनथ्यो होला । हाम्रो देशका नेताहरूकै कारण देशको राजनीति अहिलेसम्म पनि जनताले साेचेजस्ताे राम्रो हुन सकेको छैन । देशमा उठ्ने करकाे सही सदुपयाेग पनि भएकाे पाइँदैन । सरकारले बजेटकाे प्रयोग गलत ठाउँमा गर्‍यो भने कसरी देश विकास हुन्छ ? कसरी राजनितिमा सुधार आउँछ ? कुनै पनि क्षेत्रमा विशेष बजेट छुट्ट्याइएको हुन्छ अनि त्यसमा पनि सबैभन्दा उच्च स्तरका मानिसले आफ्नै स्वार्थअनुरूप प्रयोग गरिरहेका हुन्छन् । बजेटकाे समानुपातिक वितरण प्रणालीका आधारमा नभएका कारणले पनि देशका नागरिकहरूले गुणस्तरीय तथा दीगाे विकास कस्ताे हुन्छ भन्ने कुराकाे अनुभूति गर्न पाएका छैनन् । मलाई लाग्छ, युवा पुस्ताले संसद तथा  सरकारमा सहभागिता जनाए विकासका काम धमाधम गर्न सकिन्छ भन्ने कुरा पुराना पुस्ताले अझै स्वीकार गरेका छैनन् । युवाहरूलाई देश परिवर्तन गर्नका लागि राजनीतिमा असफल भएकाले बाटाे खुला गर्नुपर्छ । युवाहरूलाई मौका दिनुपर्छ । पुरानाहरू पदबाट बाहिर हुनुपर्छ किनभने उनीहरूसँग भएकाे राजनीति अनुभव  युवाहरुलाई बाँड्नु पर्छ तर थाहा छैन सदावहार राजनीतिक पेवा ठान्नेहरुले आजका जनतालाई के चाहिन्छ र हामी विकासका कामहरू कसरी छिटो गर्न सक्छौँ भन्ने कुरा । भ्रष्ट सरकारका कारण देशमा विकास निर्माणको काम राम्ररी हुन सकेको छैन । याे सबै राजनीतिक विकृतिका कारणले भएकाे हाे भन्न सकिन्छ । त्यसैले राजनीति विकृतिकाे निवारण गर्नु हामी सबैकाे प्रमुख दायित्व हाे ।

Dark matter is a hypothesized type of matter that is thought to make up about 85% of the universe's matter.Dark matter is so-called the dark matter  because it doesn't seem to interact with the electromagnetic field, which means it doesn't absorb, reflect, or produce electromagnetic radiation like light, making it hard to detect.Any material that primarily interacts with visible matter through gravity is referred to be dark matter. Although dark matter has not yet been directly seen, it must rarely interact with other regular matter and radiation other than gravity. We have only barely explored space and are not even sure about many theories that we have created regarding space,time and matter. Dark matter is a part of the cosmos that can only be detected by its gravitational pull, not by its brightness. Fritz Zwicky of the California Institute of Technology first used the phrase "Dark Matter" in 1933 to refer to the invisible substance that must exist in one aspect of the cosmos. Since it is dark, we cannot see whether it is in the forms of Stars or Planets. Dark matter is not made of baryonic clouds because then we could have seen the matters absorbing the radiation which passes by it.One popular theory holds that dark matter is made up of strange particles that have no interaction with ordinary matter or light but yet have gravitational force.Even between the Earth and the moon, dark matter comprises to almost 24 trillion tons.Galaxies were formed in large part as a result of dark matter.

Dark matter, which makes up the majority of galaxies' and galaxy clusters' mass, also gives galaxies their large-scale structure. Meanwhile, we refer to the mysterious force behind the universe's fast expansion as dark energy.Your physical body would crumble if all of the atoms in it were converted to dark matter atoms. Without ordinary matter, your atoms wouldn't be held together any more, which is why dark matter is very dangerous . Galaxies would lose a significant portion of the gas that creates new stars just after the first significant star-forming event they experienced if dark matter didn't exist. According to recent research, one kind of dark matter may act like small, high-speed projectiles that may penetrate human tissue like bullets. In reality, the heat from the dark matter hit would tunnel through biological tissue as a plasma plume, dissolving flesh. There is dark matter even inside you but not too much. Dark matter particles may even be able to go straight through our globe without losing any energy because they can pierce all other types of stuff. On the other side, they could be significantly hampered and lose energy if they collide with the common substance that makes up Earth. Nothing bad will happen.

मेरो गाउँमा, सहरिया थिए, गाउँले भए अहिले
विकासको मूल फुटी, गाउँले भए अहिले ।
हिँड्दै पुग्ने पसल जाँदा डुङ्गा चढ्छु अहिले
पसलबाट चिप्लेटीमै घर आइपुग्छु अहिले ।।

पक्की थियो बाटो पहिले, हिलाम्मे छ अहिले
खाली खुट्टै हिँडिदिन्छु क्या मस्ती छ अहिले ।
बाइक, मोटर, पेट्रोल खर्छ कति गाह्रो पहिले
पेसा, रोजगार गरी खान्थे, बसी खान्छन् अहिले ।।

सानो बाटो ठुलो बन्ने लक्ष्य हो रे अहिले
भ्यागुता र माछा हिँड्छन् त्यही बाटोमा अहिले ।
मान्छे, गाडि हिँड्यो भने बजेट आउँदैन रे
दु:ख नभै सुखका त दिन नै आउँदैन रे ।।

नाली भित्र ढल बग्थ्यो, भूमिगत थियो पहिले
माथ्लाघरे दाइ बग्यो रे त्यहि खोलामा अहिले ।
कलकल गर्ने खोला थियो, पौडी खेल्थे पहिले
ढल निकासको डम्पिङ साइट, त्यही खोला छ अहिले ।।

खेतीपाती हरियाली कति राम्रो पहिले
खेतबारी बाँझो राखी विदेश जान्छन् अहिले ।
सुल्टो विकास दौडिराथ्यो, सुन्दर गाउँथ्यो पहिले
उल्टो उल्टो काम हुँदैछ, मेरो गाउँमा अहिले ।।